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#18 for NaBloPoMo
Nov. 18th, 2008 09:05 pmI have started this entry 3 different times and come up with nothing. That is sad and pathetic, but there it is.
School has completely eaten my brain which is normal for this time of the semester. I'm a little worried about my Thanksgiving break. I don't know if I'll have much of one. I'm going to probably end up feeling really bad as I try to work on homework and perfect a paper while I'm supposed to be spending time with my family.
It doesn't help that my immune system is returning to what it was in junior high. Essentially that means that I'm constantly caught somewhere between being actually sick and being healthy. I'm tired, achy, and lack the motivation I've had in past semesters. I'm sure it's because after Emily died I just kept going. I didn't let myself slow down because I didn't want to deal with her death. That means that my body hasn't gotten any decent break in 8 months and that's probably not a good thing.
If I shut myself away for the weekend and only do homework I might be able to pull off having a Thanksgiving break, but even then I'll be traveling 4 of the 5 days of break. If I'm lucky I'll be able to sleep for most of it. If I'm not... well, I'm not going there. This week I have got to get the last few parts of my interpersonal comm project written. Then this weekend I have to write 2 papers. One 5 page and one 13-15 page. I'm more worried about the longer one because it's for a major class, but the 5 page one is still going to take up time. I'd work later into the evenings, but I get to the point where I just can't focus anymore.
On the bright side, out of 53 words I only got 11 wrong when going through the vocab for my Japanese quiz on Friday.
School has completely eaten my brain which is normal for this time of the semester. I'm a little worried about my Thanksgiving break. I don't know if I'll have much of one. I'm going to probably end up feeling really bad as I try to work on homework and perfect a paper while I'm supposed to be spending time with my family.
It doesn't help that my immune system is returning to what it was in junior high. Essentially that means that I'm constantly caught somewhere between being actually sick and being healthy. I'm tired, achy, and lack the motivation I've had in past semesters. I'm sure it's because after Emily died I just kept going. I didn't let myself slow down because I didn't want to deal with her death. That means that my body hasn't gotten any decent break in 8 months and that's probably not a good thing.
If I shut myself away for the weekend and only do homework I might be able to pull off having a Thanksgiving break, but even then I'll be traveling 4 of the 5 days of break. If I'm lucky I'll be able to sleep for most of it. If I'm not... well, I'm not going there. This week I have got to get the last few parts of my interpersonal comm project written. Then this weekend I have to write 2 papers. One 5 page and one 13-15 page. I'm more worried about the longer one because it's for a major class, but the 5 page one is still going to take up time. I'd work later into the evenings, but I get to the point where I just can't focus anymore.
On the bright side, out of 53 words I only got 11 wrong when going through the vocab for my Japanese quiz on Friday.
